第77部分

請關閉瀏覽器的閱讀/暢讀/小說模式並且關閉廣告遮蔽過濾功能，避免出現內容無法顯示或者段落錯亂。

ts　there。　It　was

more　important　to　her　than　fields　and　sun　and　poetry；　at　this

time。　But　she　was　only　the　more　its　enemy。

It　was　a　very　difficult　thing；　she　thought；　during　the　long

hours　of　intermission　in　the　summer　holidays；　to　be　herself；　her

happy　self　that　enjoyed　so　much　to　lie　in　the　sun；　to　play　and

swim　and　be　content；　and　also　to　be　a　school…teacher　getting

results　out　of　a　class　of　children。　She　dreamed　fondly　of　the

time　when　she　need　not　be　a　teacher　any　more。　But　vaguely；　she

knew　that　responsibility　had　taken　place　in　her　for　ever；　and　as

yet　her　prime　business　was　to　work。

The　autumn　passed　away；　the　winter　was　at　hand。　Ursula　became

more　and　more　an　inhabitant　of　the　world　of　work；　and　of　what　is

called　life。　She　could　not　see　her　future；　but　a　little　way　off；

was　college；　and　to　the　thought　of　this　she　clung　fixedly。　She

would　go　to　college；　and　get　her　two　or　three　years'　training；

free　of　cost。　Already　she　had　applied　and　had　her　place

appointed　for　the　ing　year。

So　she　continued　to　study　for　her　degree。　She　would　take

French；　Latin；　English；　mathematics　and　botany。　She　went　to

classes　in　Ilkeston；　she　studied　at　evening。　For　there　was　this

world　to　conquer；　this　knowledge　to　acquire；　this　qualification

to　attain。　And　she　worked　with　intensity；　because　of　a　want

inside　her　that　drove　her　on。　Almost　everything　was　subordinated

now　to　this　one　desire　to　take　her　place　in　the　world。　What　kind

of　place　it　was　to　be　she　did　not　ask　herself。　The　blind　desire