第46部分

請關閉瀏覽器的閱讀/暢讀/小說模式並且關閉廣告遮蔽過濾功能，避免出現內容無法顯示或者段落錯亂。

on　and　you　are　not　supposed　to　be　able　to　defeat　it。　So　now　the　Capitol　will　act　as　if　theyˇve　been　in　control　the　whole　time。　As　if　they　orchestrated　the　whole　event；　right　down　to　the　double　suicide。　But　that　will　only　work　if　I　play　along　with　them。

And　Peeta　。　。　。　Peeta　will　suffer；　too；　if　this　goes　wrong。　But　what　was　it　Haymitch　said　when　I　asked　if　he　had　told　Peeta　the　situation？　That　he　had　to　pretend　to　be　desperately　in　love？

¨Donˇt　have　to。　Heˇs　already　there。〃

Already　thinking　ahead　of　me　in　the　Games　again　and　well　aware　of　the　danger　weˇre　in？　Or　。　。　。　already　desperately　in　love？　I　donˇt　know。　I　havenˇt　even　begun　to　separate　out　my　feelings　about　Peeta。　Itˇs　too　plicated。　What　I　did　as　part　of　the　Games。　As　opposed　to　what　I　did　out　of　anger　at　the　Capitol。　Or　because　of　how　it　would　be　viewed　back　in　District　12。　Or　simply　because　it　was　the　only　decent　thing　to　do。　Or　what　I　did　because　I　cared　about　him。

These　are　questions　to　be　unraveled　back　home；　in　the　peace　and　quiet　of　the　woods；　when　no　one　is　watching。　Not　here　with　every　eye　upon　me。　But　I　wonˇt　have　that　luxury　for　who　knows　how　long。　And　right　now；　the　most　dangerous　part　of　the　Hunger　Games　is　about　to　begin。

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The　anthem　booms　in　my　ears；　and　then　I　hear　Caesar　Flickerman　greeting　the　audience。　Does　he　know　how　crucial　it　is　to　get　every　word　right　from　now　on？　He　must。　He　will　want　to　help　us。　The　crowd　breaks　into　applause　as　the　prep　teams　are　presented。　I　imagine　Flavius；　Venia；　and　Octavia　bouncing　around　and　taking　ridiculous；　bobbing　bows。　Itˇs　a　safe　bet　theyˇre　clueless。　Then　Effieˇs　introduced。　How　long　sheˇs　waited　for　this　moment。　I　hope　sheˇs　able　to　enjoy　it　because　as　misguided　as　Effie　can　be；　she　has　a　very　keen　instinct　about